Old Stream of Thought I did

I’m starting to feel trapped. My

life is closing in around me. 

The line thats been my life is about to suddenly end. 

Graduation is just aorund the bend and college is 

soon to be the only thing in my head.

Do I continue the movement?

Go to school and become the man 

I’ve been planning?

I could stop it all now,

quit Materialism and start to live my life

with the minimualism. 

Pressure from work,

my boss is a douche

because his wife is a simpleton

Push through this shit

and I’d like to see where the rest

of my life’s pieces are going to fit.

Same old story since

I’ve been living in Grand Rapids glory 

Here to give the lords words,

end up in the dump because 

God loves it when things fuck up.

6 years out of the light,

things have never felt so right.

A life in religion

is a life without something bright.

Maybe i’ll just hop on a boat,

drag my life’s rope toa dock

and then become the pope for all those