What does it mean?

To me, it is getting away from everything that has become the norm. I’ve separated myself from habits and actions that had become standard. 

Thrust into entirely new enivorments, left to figure them on ones own time. Surronded by the reality whichi I wish upon myself. Its a glimpse through the key hole, past the room, out the window and into my future. 

Set on this boarder between past life and future self, I feel the junction sliding to this point. 

Morale at this point is high. Faced with life minus the cables and straps of my past fights. Only my mind and the fellowship of a good kind. 

True as this may be, I’m lacking in connections I wish to be. Figured last night, realized all my friends could never be more then something in my head. 

Pathetic I am. Hoping to find connections with women light years ahead of where my head is. It could all be delusional, am I ready to take that type of fall? 

But this is what I know with crystal clarity;

• I am better
• Health is high
• I’m not even sure there was something to be concerned about
• I seek connection, just with those that appreciate my attention
• Physical Contact: Give me more, and I’ll be as smitten as a musk rat.